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Meagan's Mentality
(For those of you looking for Jaladar's journal, please go to j-cortez. Thx.)
Created on 2006-02-28 19:55:28 (#9647594), last updated 2006-10-03
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| Name: | jaladar |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 06-27 |
| Location: | Canada |
Well, first and foremost, Im 100% insane. I am also dark, cynical, mean, pessimistic and hypocritical. There. I warned you.
ANYWAY.
Most of my life I've been in care, and for most people that would suck, but for me, its "somewhat" ok. I mean, Ranch Ehrlo, the place I live in, is full of helpful, caring people that work to help you. Its not a job to them, and it sure as hell isn't about the money. They work 10 hour days with us kids, on Holidays, over summer, and on weekends, and they get paid only a little bit above minimum wage. They drive me MENTAL alot of the time, but there are certain people there that I really do respect. And it takes a LOT to gain my respect. I have this fear of rejection that makes me very defensive. I didn't want to let anyone in. There have been to many hurts...I didn't want to relive them.
ANYWAY.
Most of my life I've been in care, and for most people that would suck, but for me, its "somewhat" ok. I mean, Ranch Ehrlo, the place I live in, is full of helpful, caring people that work to help you. Its not a job to them, and it sure as hell isn't about the money. They work 10 hour days with us kids, on Holidays, over summer, and on weekends, and they get paid only a little bit above minimum wage. They drive me MENTAL alot of the time, but there are certain people there that I really do respect. And it takes a LOT to gain my respect. I have this fear of rejection that makes me very defensive. I didn't want to let anyone in. There have been to many hurts...I didn't want to relive them.
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